Friday, May 10, 2013
This is one of the hardest weekends of the year for me. I was never blessed with children. I am not a mother. I do however, love my life, just the way it is. My life is full of family and friends, and I know I am blessed. But this weekend is hard...Sunday is hard. I have to totally skip looking at Facebook on Sunday because all of the posts and pictures of my friends proclaiming motherhood to be the ultimate life experience is really heartbreaking for me. I know I should be happy for them, but I find that I'm envious and hurt instead. So I'm going to stay home and plant my vegetable garden this Sunday, away from the restaurants and stores where everyone is wishing me a happy Mother's Day. Then Monday it will be behind me for another year. I know it's silly to get worked up over holiday. But good, bad or otherwise I have promised myself I would be truthful in my blogs. To get my feelings out before I bury them with food. I think this truth stuff really works. Thanks for listening Peeps!