Thursday, May 09, 2013
Wow, my blogs have changed since Summer came into our lives. I feel good. I am not negative all the time anymore. I was a little upset last night when I saw in some results that my sister won at a horse show with a horse she raised who is a half sister to JC. I do miss talking to her about it, but she made her choice. Looking at results, she has been showing all over. I still don't feel bad about not letting her sell my mom's stuff that I have. She is spending close to 10k per horse show. If she can afford that, she didn't need what I have.
I came to a conclusion last night reading those results. While I feel very sad about this, there is nothing I can do to change it. She made this decision that we were no longer close years ago when I stopped showing.
My life is very full with what I have. I have my kids who have been super helping me with the older dog who falls and we have to be careful with her. They help with the younger dog. My daughter makes me breakfast. My son is cleaning the house. My husband cooks and does the shopping. I think I have it pretty good!
My weight is down now 9 lbs from when I got the Aria. The epidural seems to have helped. I can't leave out JC...my special boy. I am so much more active now with Summer in the house. We are outside a lot and (this one is for Connie) we go to the doggie parks and watch the birds. Even Sydney is more active.
I think I have made some positive changes in my life :)
I finally realized...life is good!