Wednesday, May 08, 2013
I am so down right now. Went to see the doctor today and we are going to try an Epidural shot in my lower back again to see if it will relieve the pain. I can't bend over or squat down right now. Two weeks after the shot I am to call him and see if it helped. He said that he is sure in time I will have to have surgery but want to put off as long as possible.
So that means no Zumba, which I love and look forward too. I am going to try to keep walking outside and on the threadmill, it just might not be as long. Being so depressed right now I am going to have to really watch my eating. Food is my comfort and I have to break that habit.
I feel I need to write something inspirational but right now that isn't possible. I will get back to my old self, just give me time to regroup. God doesn't throw anything at us that we can't handle. The Golden Years are getting on my nerves. (LOL)