Wednesday, May 08, 2013
I don't know why we need titles. So, I'm just going to put the date. I want to start doing a daily blog of where I'm at. I'm still trying to figure out what will work for me on this journey. Not sure if I'll ever get there. I just know that as of today... I'm tired of the pain caused by eating what I shouldn't and because I'm overweight. My joints are not happy with me today. At all.
Tomorrow, I'm seeing a naturopath. Supposedly, she has a great weight loss program. I'll see what she has to say. In the end, it is always on me to follow whatever the program is and I have failed at that to date. I don't want to fail at that anymore, but at this point, I'm not really sure how to succeed. I mean... I know what I need to do. I know what works. I just don't like it. It makes me cranky. How do I learn to be happy with what I need to do? How do I get to the point where being healthy is enough to make it all worthwhile? I don't know. Can a naturopath help me with this? Probably not. Just being realistic.
So, I'm going to take it one day at a time. Do the best I can for that one day. Try to remember to come here, or go for a bike ride or a walk when the cravings hit and hope the pain doesn't make that too unbearable.