Finally Done with the Bulls*#t
Wednesday, May 08, 2013
Ok, so i'm going to start this out by saying I am in no way, shape or form "fat" or obese. But, I do understand the struggles every person goes through with their personal body images. This is why I'm here i guess... to finally have something to motivate me to get to my goal weight. It's hard to say i'm doing this for myself when i care so much of what other people think of me. But I'm only happy when people think I look good; shallow, I know. But the reason for that is because i've never met a guy who has truly liked me for my personality. And when the one thing stopping you from that guy that you've crushed on for so long is the extra 20 pounds, it's easy to see why i'm motivated to be fit and skinny. I like the fact that i'm healthy, but hate the fact that i dont "look" that healthy. Just yesterday I ran 8 miles, but I still seem to have a belly. So, here's a toast to the creation of the new me. I know the journey will be tough, but in the end it'll be worth it. Here's to the next 3 months!