Wednesday, May 08, 2013
So even though I just restarted, just got back on the wagon, back on the horse, to say i was impatient to lose something anything is a bit of an understatement. This morning post bathroom pre breakfast i stepped on the scale and was relieved and inexplicably happy when it went under 170lbs. For some reason breaking 170 was heartbreaking for me, i think last time i was on a weight loss journey and hit 170 i gave up completely thinking it was inevitably i would get back to 180. This time I did not give up but reinforced and remotivated myself, with some family help. Now that I am headed back in the right direction I feel so much better. I wasn't as hungry today, calorie goals are being met, things are doing ok. I had been out of control for a while, eating everything in sight, its nice to have the control back.