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My Precious Teeny Marie.

Wednesday, May 08, 2013

This is my little Teeny. She was my baby girl.

Me & my Teeny baby. She passed away on May 5th because of kidney failure. We did not even know that she was sick. The vet said that she was very good at hiding not feeling well.

I took her everywhere that I could in the car, weather permitting. She slept with me, she followed me where ever in the house or yard that I was. If I was in the kitchen she would be in the corner of the stove & counter watching me. Like in the photo, if I was in my recliner, she would be sitting on the arm right beside me. Every time I had to leave her and I'd get back home, she would be SO, SO happy to see me. I miss her, I miss her, I miss her. When she was in the car with me, she would sit on my leg next to the door.

My little baby Teeny.....I love you and miss you SO, SO much.
Sunday she was having very labored breathing, so I took her to the vet. In route her breathing got worse. By the time we saw the vet her breathing was really bad. They took and x-ray and blood work and discovered that her kidney values were sky high and her gums were very pale. Vet said that her kidneys were shutting down, and before any decisions could be made, she crashed. I told the vet to put her to sleep, as I could not stand for her to be in pain & suffering. The vet told me that if they had been able to pulled her thru to the morning, she would have been in pain & misery and probably would not have lived much longer after that. I ran into the bathroom at the vet's office and cried for an hour.

I love you Teeny, I miss you Teeny, I am lost without you Teeny!
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Member Comments About This Blog Post:
TRACYZABELLE 7/18/2013 12:59AM

    I am sorry you lost your sweet baby .. I know we love our furbs like we love our "people" sometimes MORE

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NOLAZYBUTT110 6/8/2013 1:12AM

  so sorry for your loss, been there many times and one never gets over the loss..... I see furbabies as Live Teddy bears, and I knvw you will miss her, but shes in a better place, heaven is for Doggies! Hugs susana

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-COURT- 5/10/2013 8:38PM

    I know what you are going through. When we took our Clancie to the vet, we figured she'd be coming back home. My heart goes out to you. emoticon

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BRENDA_G50 5/10/2013 10:40AM

    What a beautiful tribute to your precious Teeny. Teeny and Tiger are probably playing together by now and are best friends. We can both get through this heartache together. emoticon emoticon

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WANDERINONE 5/9/2013 10:37AM

    I have shed tears for you and your loss of Teeny. I don't know why it is just so hard and painful to lose our beloved fur babies!! They are so innocent and loving. It made me cry too to read your tribute to Teeny. Over the years, I too have lost several pets, and I can still cry because I miss them still. You will always miss Teeny, but she's waiting there in Heaven for you. emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

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EOWYN2424 5/9/2013 9:16AM

    Oh, Starr!!!! I'm soooo sorry!

I cried everyday and night for a month or 2 after Vincent died. He was a Japanese Spitz. He didn't have a cert. and he didn't cost as much but he shredded my heart to pieces when he left for Rainbow Bridge! He is my very best friend!

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IKACEY 5/9/2013 4:27AM

    I am so emoticon for your deep loss. My best fur friend was a Kitty I rescued from a parking lot milk crate and shared my home with for 14 years. His liver failed him in much the same way your Teeny's kidneys failed on her. I was distraught at having to put to sleep my beloved BooBoo, but knew I could never be selfish enough to watch him suffer just for a few more hours with him. Like you I cried and cried. That was nearly 15 years ago and still sometimes I cry from missing him. I still love all animals but I have never wanted or gotten another cat as no other was like him, so I feel for your pain. Think hard that she is not in pain and is being cherished by angels. One day you will meet her, she'll be there at the gate to meet you! emoticon

I just had to come back today 5/9 to let you know SP has this team, which I think may be of interest to you:
The Rainbow Bridge - Grieving the Loss of a Pet Team

IKacey co-leader of the Chair Exercise Team

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NELLIEC 5/9/2013 12:03AM

    You did the best thing for her, even though you miss her terribly. Like you, I miss my pets that have passed on. I am definitely convinced they are waiting for me in Heaven. emoticon

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JAMER123 5/8/2013 10:53PM

    Starr, your situation with Teeny sounds just like our Angel, taking her to the vet and dying in the office unexpectedly. Our vet. and staff cried with us and cancelled all the rest of the afternoon appointments as well. I am sitting here with tears in my eyes for you & Teeny as well as Angel. I truly understand and we will grieve together. Blessings to you as you walk this path.
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SAMMIESMOM13 5/8/2013 9:13PM

    emoticon emoticon emoticon You'll meet again. emoticon
Love you and sending you many hugs over the miles.

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HOT40ISHBABE 5/8/2013 8:33PM

    Awwww.... Teeny had such a good life with you, and she loved you. I do believe you'll see her again on the other side.

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DEBTEVELDAHL 5/8/2013 8:03PM

    Oh Starr, I am so very sorry for your loss. She was such a cutie. I'm glad that you got her to the vet, so she didn't suffer. It's so very hard when you lose your best friend. I'm sure that you are beyond upset. I cried for weeks when my cat, Gus, disappeared. He was my rock and my anchor, just as Teeny was yours. I am truly sorry that you are suffering so. I know that you have many fond memories that will sustain you through this worst of times. I will be keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. Take care and God bless, emoticon emoticon emoticon Deb

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0309COOKIE 5/8/2013 7:45PM

    What a lovely tribute to Teeny. She was an adorable little girl. My heart goes out to you Starr. Especially since it was so unexpected. I'm so glad she didn't suffer. May she rest in peace.

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THROOPER62 5/8/2013 7:44PM

    I am so sorry, for your loss it is always so painful to lose a member of the family emoticon emoticon

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CHIHUAHUAMOM2 5/8/2013 6:09PM

  I have never felt a hurt so bad as when I have lost one of my four legged children. The hurt is deep and painful. What has helped me in the past, is to (of course) cry a lot. Look at pictures, and remember happy times. I have also written little stories about they came to live with me, the funny things that they did, and what comforts they were to me. Writing and looking at their pictures helps tremendously. Find comfort in the fact that you gave Teeny a final did not let her suffer. You will see her again. You might even dream about her.....I dream about mine sometimes, and wake up so happy.


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GINA180847 5/8/2013 5:37PM

    I am so sorry for the loss of your little girl! I totally get how you feel. Animals give so much more than we can ever express. Darling little girl! emoticon

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REZNUT 5/8/2013 5:32PM

    Aww, I'm so very sorry. What an adorable dog. emoticon

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NORTHERN-GIRL 5/8/2013 5:24PM

    So sorry for your loss... what a sweetie...

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PDSLIM 5/8/2013 5:19PM

    She's waiting for you at Rainbow Bridge.

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sweet dog.

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