Tuesday, May 07, 2013
My journey now is vastly different from what I "first joined." I've gained all of my weight back and have been struggling with infertility for three years. All of the stress, disappointment and depression has caused me to lose hope, lose faith, and generally not be motivated for much of anything anymore. Having come full circle, back to my heaviest weight, I know I need to do something. I just don't know what will work because I can't seem to get myself started. I need results and as soon as I don't have them, I bail. I know there's no quick fix, but I can't handle so much disappointment anymore. Just can't take it. So, that's where I am right now. Fun, huh?!