Tuesday, May 07, 2013
Where is that motivation I had last June that NO MATTER WHAT I stayed on plan and worked hard at loosing weight.
I got back on low carb....only to jump back off and enjoy my weekend. I know I need to be on low carb, it's when I feel my best, but I just can't seem to muster the motivation to get going again. The first few weeks are the hardest.... and then you feel great. I just can't seem to get in that groove. I always have little things that come up that I allow to be excuses.
For example, it's my one year anniversary this month, and we are taking a trip. I tell myself... no use starting this week. You'll just throw it away on your trip and how often do you get to go do stuff like that. A determined person would allow themselves some enjoyment, not go overboard, and not use stuff ike this as an excuse. Ugh. Even after typing that I'm still not conviced I'm starting anything until I get back.
I just need to refocus and find that motivaiton again, but I don't know where it went! Hopefully this upcoming weekend can get me going.... just like my own wedding did. Not going to stress out, but I need to think about a plan and start getting work outs in too. No matter what I tell myself, it's waiting until next week.
From our anniversary photos: