Decisions that have nothing to do with exercise or weight
Tuesday, May 07, 2013
Nothing to do with exercise or weight but it's to do with negative voice. I'm freelancing in a company where my boss was my colleague in another company. He's good to work for and I work as a tech. writer. In my previous company I was a trainer and I miss training...In the company I'm working at the position of trainer has opened and I'm torn between being made to feel ungrateful to my boss and applying for the position (which if I go for is mine 99%) and staying where I am and regretting not trying out.
Cons of applying: The % that I won't get it and will lose my current position as my boss will assume I'm always going to be looking for something else.
I lost my job in my previous company because I started out as a freelance tech. writer was taken in-house as a tech. writer and trainer (split 3,2 days). Was promoted to full time trainer only to be criticized and told by the tech. writing boss that I was ungrateful as she bought me in house. My now boss used to work in the tech. writing team I left...When he heard I left that company he offered me to come here as a freelancer.
Another con is that travel is involved
The pros of going for it if I get it...I love training and developing training materials and find tech writing is very rigid.
The Support manager that offered me this position will want an answer soon and I'm so scared of losing this position for chasing a dream...