Monday, May 06, 2013
Do you get tired of thinking about it? All the time? That's how I've been feeling. Tired of thinking about what goes in my mouth. The consequences of my actions. Beating myself up because I'm not getting in any physical activity when I know it makes me feel better. I've done this. Lost the weight and felt so great. Mentally and physically. Now, it's like a void. I can't get past the invisible barrier. I wonder why can't I make the mind shift? It's not deprivation, it's life! I just don't want to think about it. Maybe I'll read some blogs.