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hanging in there...by a pinky finger

Monday, May 06, 2013

Okay, i have completely lost sight of what i wanted to accomplish and i have been very very bad. The results of my fall is that i gained back 7 pounds and this morning i mustered the strength to get back on the scale. My first thoughts were "are you really surprise", and my second was "I'm still under 230". Now i need to PUSH THAT MOUNTAIN OUT OF MY WAY!!! I'm stuck in a Valley and i want to see the ocean and the beaches!! I can not lose hope and give up when i'm faced with challenges. That is my problem, i give up!! I think losing 80 pounds is impossible, but at the same time i know you can. I'm confusing myself, i need to push all the negative thoughts out of my head. I need to dig deeper than i've ever dug before, and i need to really learn to BELIEVE that i am worthy to be happy and to be healthy. I'm barely hanging in there, but i don't want to give up. Today is day 1. not looking back only forward!

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  • KELLY19770
    I am in the same boat. Hello, motivation, where are you?!?!?
    BTW, I like your post about a year from now.....very true.
    1305 days ago
  • CHICA_BORICUA
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    1311 days ago
  • DELIA38961
    you've already come to far to quit now ..never give up ..your stronger than you believe ..good luck
    1312 days ago
  • SWANATOPIA
    Don't think of how far you have to go.....take it 10 pounds at a time!

    It really helps the mindset!

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    1312 days ago
  • MAMISHELI53
    Remember it is a PROCESS. Be patient with yourself. I have regained SOME of my weight...and lost some more of it again...and then regained a bit more...But I recognize where I went wrong, and know what I need to do and NOT do. We can do this!
    Blessings to you on this JOURNEY to a healthy LIFESTYLE which goes beyond mere weightloss!
    1312 days ago
  • ROSCOEKR
    As I state on my on page That "Today is the first day of the rest of my life". So you can do this, just emoticon and you will achieve your goal. And before you know it emoticon
    1312 days ago
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