Monday, May 06, 2013
Back again. At my heaviest again.
It is so hard being this weight. It's hurts to move, it's hard to breathe when I push myself.
I feel people are disappointed in me.
I have 12 weeks of summer days ahead. That is long enough to make a big difference in my life. If I can just focus.
Goals: Lose weight, feel lighter, look better, make a better impression.
Move everyday, so I feel lighter and happier.
Finish my beginners language programme.
Apply for new jobs, go for interviews, get a new start.
Face my fear, settle on a college course.
Start a new social hobby, set out to make a new friend.
Waste less time. Waste less food and money.
Find a new place to live, where I can grow.
I'll log my progress, as the weeks go by. Fingers crossed after the 12 weeks are up I will see a difference.