“Try again. Fail again. Fail better.”
Monday, May 06, 2013
Back again. At my heaviest again.
It is so hard being this weight. It's hurts to move, it's hard to breathe when I push myself.
I feel people are disappointed in me.
I have 12 weeks of summer days ahead. That is long enough to make a big difference in my life. If I can just focus.
Goals: Lose weight, feel lighter, look better, make a better impression.
Move everyday, so I feel lighter and happier.
Finish my beginners language programme.
Apply for new jobs, go for interviews, get a new start.
Face my fear, settle on a college course.
Start a new social hobby, set out to make a new friend.
Waste less time. Waste less food and money.
Find a new place to live, where I can grow.
I'll log my progress, as the weeks go by. Fingers crossed after the 12 weeks are up I will see a difference.