Sunday, May 05, 2013
I have been so motivated! I want to stay that way, but I find the depression of not losing starting to effect me. I am still pushing! I am still doing all the same good things that I have been doing for 5 weeks, but the sadness over the scale is creeping up on me! I don't want to be stuck at this weight! I really can't complain, because I have noticed the other changes that are happening, but none of that will matter if I go back to the doctor and I haven't lost any weight. He won't believe that I am doing what I can to lose weight. He wants to see the numbers drop! So do I! I really like my doctor! But he can't see the changes I've made unless it shows up on the scale! I have gained back the three pounds that I lost plus one according to the scale! But I have lost 6.9 combined inches! I am glad for the inches, but I want the lbs!
I wish I could find a way to distract myself from the numbers on the scale! I know that everyone is going to get tired of hearing it. I am sorry! I hope that something happens soon so that I can stop stressing about this!
Tomorrows' another day! Keep on, keeping on!