Sunday, May 05, 2013
Hey! I tried on some smaller clothes and they fit. Woohoo. I am not going to weigh myself. I don't want to deal with that, but I am definitely getting smaller. It felt so good going out today in a smaller size. It was like wearing fancy underwear. Is that a silly analogy? probably. It is sort of like, others don't know me and know that the clothes I am wearing have been sitting around unworn for a long while, so it isn't special to them. It is just special to me, sort of like fancy underwear that is hidden and known by only myself.
The body image thing is still a problem. I know I am smaller, but I still see a heavy person. I can't really say that I see too much of a change. I do know that my skin is glowing. I don't even have to wear blush or concealer. Not a blemish in sight.
So I am staying strong and sticking with the juice. I think it is cheaper than eating regular food. A few bags of kale, spinach, carrots and you are good for a few days.
Anyway, I am not hungry, except when I am cooking for the family. So I am trying to get my kids to do some cooking or I am just trying to do things that don't have a lot of smell. I am also being careful to do the majority of my juice in the afternoon when I have the greatest difficulty.