Sunday, May 05, 2013
Went for a run today with Mat. Its still hard and I'm still slow but all I can think of is when I can go again? Its the strangest feeling.
As I listen to music, I'm sitting here visualizing myself running. Taking the familiar path, and the consistent beat of my feet hitting the ground. Somehow, I feel stronger and full of energy.
This is so new to me, I wonder if its just a dream, or perhaps an alternate universe. Even what I eat is to fuel my next run (mostly). My body is less hungry, less focused on food. I'm just focused on my goal.
I'm still overweight, still feel uncomfortable in my own skin/body but I'm going somewhere. I'm going for a run...again and again.