Saturday, May 04, 2013
Who knew I could be here? at 202 lbs. My highest weight ever... I thought I was miserable at 170!! 202 is... well.. discouraging and blahhh.
Just last year I was finally in the 140s again.. and now I have gained ALL my weight back plus 30.
This is so hard.
I have lost weight successfully twice. Easy. No problem. But this time around I can not seem to get the hang of it!!
NONE of my clothes fit!
I can physically feel myself carrying around this FAT!
I have gained 50 lbs in a year!!
I am so frustrated and sad and.. I'm at a loss.
I so desperately want to weigh 150 again. I was so happy and most importantly I FELT good... ugh!!