There are the big dreams....and then there are the even bigger ones!
Friday, May 03, 2013
I'd say this has been a serendipitous week for me. One of those 'everything is coming together ones', and, after such incredible support and attention from the 'At Goal and Maintaining Team' it seems only right to follow on the progress of those ninja antics in my mind!
For many years I've said that I have wanted to further my studies and get a Phd. Although I've applied for a few programmes, I've never had any luck with them.
At the beginning of this year, my husband and I decided it was time to reach a little bit harder for our dreams. To the extent that we concluded it was time to reduce our expenses, so that we could reduce how much we needed to earn, so that we could concentrate on living healthier, more fulfilling lives.
Not long after this discussion, we were given an opportunity to live rent-free in a small house along the coast of Northern Ireland. We could move there as soon as our commitments in London were completed. As the discussion continued, my husband's father suggested I approach the local university about studying with them. I did this. It turned out there was a conference coming up at the University at a time when we were already planning on visiting the country so, I went along to it, learned a lot and met my potential supervisor. She encouraged me to apply for a place.
What followed was a little terrifying as I had to resign from my job before being accepted on the programme. But, faith being what it is, and with my husband's encouragement, I went through with it. That was two weeks ago.
This week I got a glowing performance management assessment from boss, which was then followed by an e-mail from Tina asking if my 'negative thoughts' blog could be featured by the 'At Goal and Maintenance' team. Both were such affirmations for me of all the hard work that has gone into my professional life and my health. What has followed has been so many positive and encouraging comments from spark members, that today, I truly felt at peace with life and with whatever the future holds.
About an hour ago I found out that my Phd proposal has been accepted.
Another step towards another dream that I was beginning to feel would be impossible to achieve. I know it will be a complete change in our lives, but it feels like the time is right for it.
So, let's keep at it! One negative thought at a time......