Friday, May 03, 2013
This is the 50 Day Binge Free Challenge! (:
Today marks Day 1 for me. I'm so ready to get started & kick this horrible addiction to the curb... FOR GOOD!
Day 1: Why are you doing the 50 day binge free challenge?
Ever since I can remember, honestly, I've been a binge eater. Even as a small child, I would sneak food & just pig out the second I could get my hands on anything edible, really... It's always been extremely hard for me to get through the day without a binge...
The last couple of years (I'll say 5-6) have been the absolute worst & my addiction has taken over... I went from weighing a healthy 140 pounds all the way up to 260... This is not okay. I can't allow this 'monster' to control me anymore. I just want to be healthy again.
I'm sick of the mind games. I'm just tired. Mentally. Physically. Emotionally. You name it; I'm done.
I'm doing this challenge as motivation. I need something to help keep me on track. I've never been able to be binge free for 50 entire days... I don't even remember the last time I even went a WEEK being binge free... Thinking of being binge free for 50 days just makes me want to scream with excitement- you have no clue! I'm keeping my fingers crossed that this challenge will keep me motivated, focused, & encouraged throughout this journey towards beating the binge.
I can do this. I can do this. I CAN DO THIS!