Friday, May 03, 2013
Since March 1 when my hubby of 33 years died unexpectedly I have been forced on a journey I never wanted to take.
I have found that I am a lot more resilient, capable and stronger than I ever thought I could be. I am learning to cope with the silence that comes from living alone.
Tomorrow I will scatter his ashes in a lovey little secluded spot. It is a small pond with benches around it. It is only 5 minutes away so I can go visit him whenever I want to.. I think this will put closure to things. I did get a small silver dolphin pendant with just a bit of his ashes. This way no matter where I am he will always be with me.
After that I will be doing some traveling. I have planned to take a tapestry weaving class of 2 1/2 weeks. This falls on what would have been on our 34 th wedding anniversary. I won't want to be alone that day, so this seems like a good idea. Meantime I am going to going to visit my mother for a few days.