Thursday, May 02, 2013
I'm on the brink of failing at my attempt to reach goal weight. Today has been the worst of my year long battle. From weighing in at 230lbs getting down to 178 and now back up to 189, I'm a bit frustrated and feel like I will never complete this journey.
I am not on a plateau I'm simply making poor choices and can't seem to find the courage and or discipline to make the right ones. I need some sort of counseling but can't afford it. I am simply drifting these days or so it seems to me. I need to sit down and find a way out of my present dilemma.
I'm reading, looking out for any sort of advice that will click, I'm praying, walking, participating and doing all I can in an effort to come out of this slump and hopefully one day I will and all of you, my pals and team mates will read about it. All the best sparkies.