Thursday, May 02, 2013
I am struggling today. Simple as that. And it's not anything diet related. It's my mind. But I can't tell you why. I wish I knew. I am not depressed. I am just simply unhappy today. I woke up in a bad mood and had no reason for it, other than PMS. When I got to work I quickly realized how on edge I was. Every little thing is getting to me. I met Bill for lunch and I noticed myself being aggravated with him, for no reason at all. I tried not to let it show so hopefully I played it cool.
When I went home last night I had intentions of making some Fiesta Chicken and relaxing. After work I stopped by my aunts house for a little bit then had to go grocery shopping so I didn't get home until about 8. I sat down and watched an episode of the Golden Girls while eating dinner. I stopped for Chipotle since it was so late and knew I wouldn't be making a big dinner that late. After I finished eating I was just sitting there, bored and decided to go on a short walk. I was really sore so I didn't expect to last long but once I got out there and moving I felt a lot better. It was getting dark but I still wanted to get in at least 30 mins of activity. So I kept walking. I ended up walking 40 mins and felt really good. When I got home I was burning up so I sat in front of a fan for a little bit to cool off then headed to bed. I was surprised during my walk. It was like I was just letting the stress out with each step. I felt so relaxing.
Tonight I had planned on running to the store for a few items then heading home to make dinner and go on a walk. Plans have changed so instead I am going to go home to change, go pick up the kids from my brother and go to the park. Tony isn't feeling so well and I can tell Erika is stressed and needs a break so I thought I'd try to help them out. I hope to take them to Thomas Cloud and get a lap in, with of couse, a pit stop at the play area for them. Lets just hope it doesn't rain. Well I guess I didn't really have a whole lot to discuss here. Maybe tomorrow will be more interesting.