Wednesday, May 01, 2013
I don't mean to sound ungrateful to my body, but how the heck did I lose 2 pounds? I just weighed myself on Monday and there was no change. I'm a little nervous to be excited about this because I'm worried the fat that will find its way back just as quickly as it left.
I've been tracking my calories and staying on track, but I can't seem to feel fully satisfied after I'm done eating. Maybe that's the binge eater in me. For the past 6 months I've been over eating like crazy; and no matter how much I eat, I feel like I can keep going and going. Now that I'm tracking what I eat, the feeling is still there, but I know I'm getting enough. Maybe it's because I'm breastfeeding? Maybe it's mental? I just hope my body adjusts to the new lifestyle I'm trying to lead soon, because I want to feel nourished, not like I'm just counting down the minutes until my next meal.
Ah! I sound so grouchy! I really am excited about losing 2 pounds, I'm just scared it's gonna come back and bring more pounds along.
Just keep going, just keep going!