Wednesday, May 01, 2013
***WARNING: This blog will contain lots of whining!***
There, I said it, I am being a little whiner today. Not sure why, but really it starts with last night.
I really should not workout in the morning. While it does wake me up and get the day moving, I am not a morning workout person if I can help it. I had an off day yesterday and then realized last night I have some stuff I need to do tonight and it would just not allow me to get my workout in. Well, let me start with last night. My sister is a big person and very overweight like me. She started weight watchers online last week. And has been doing a decent job with it. For those who donít know, for financial reasons about 4 years ago we decided to share a house. This I guess is starting to wear on me. As all I see is her son coming home from school and only leaving his room and video games to eat dinner. And my sister only getting up long enough to call in a food order.
So, she started weight watchers and that is great. It is hard sort of too reconcile 2 different forms of dieting in to meal planning but hey if the ultimate goal is to get slimmed down, they can work together. So yesterday she sends me a recipe she wanted to try. It looked and sounded pretty good. I plugged all the ingredients into the recipe calculator. The only thing was it was supposed to use low fat smoked sausage. Everything else was pretty diet neutral and wouldnít hurt. So I planned out my other meals and made sure it fit in my tracking. I get home. She is making dinner. We sit down to eat. It wasnít bad, could have used some additional seasonings, but was filling and low fat. All is good right? Something was said about the time I finished and it made me go hmmm.
So I ask, you did use the low fat sausage right? And the answer I got made me mad! No, she opted to use the regular smoked sausage! I havenít even bothered to look at how this may have affected my diet. At this point I donít care that much as it was one meal, but how do you do that to someone? You know I am dieting. You know I am doing real well with it. You know, how important this is to me. Really, the main part of the dish that makes it low fat and helps lower the calories and you switch it for the non-healthy choice? I know that low fat doesnít necessarily t translate to healthy for you or even low calorie. But to not even give me a choice? Uggh. This shouldnít bother me like it is.
Then move to my workout this morning. It was a good workout, but it takes me longer to get in the grove of the workout in the morning. I donít feel as comfortable with the motions, my energy level isnít right. I am not awake. So while it was effective and worked, I just donít enjoy it. So in my mind I was just whining about every little change in resistance that made it harder. I swear I could feel changes in the resistance I wouldnít normally feel. Was feeling much more effort was involved than this one normally is. So, while physically I am sure I benefited from it, mentally is a different story. Not sure if the warm temps the past few days have me wishing to be outside, or if I am getting a little burned out. Which sort of makes sense, but also with how far I have come I wouldnít think my motivation is lacking so much. Tomorrow will be an evening workout and I will finish out this string of 3 days on Friday so hopefully being back to my normal routine will get me back on track.