Tuesday, April 30, 2013
i am lucky enough to still be best friends with the same people that i have been friends with since age 11....not many people can say this. my friends all happen to be completely gorgeous and skinny, along with being the best friends that literally anyone could ask for.
i just went for a walk with one of them, who has recently been complaining a lot about gaining about 10 lbs. she is 5'8" and the weight gain is not at all noticeable. that being said, i understand that any gain is hard, despite what your body shape is.
anyway. we were going for a walk...and she decides to get an entire pint of super extra-calorie-filled ice cream to eat...all at once...now. and i resent her for it. that she can fulfill her craving, despite being mad at weight gain, and still look like she hasnt gained any weight. it isnt fair, but it isnt her fault, and i need to stop being a bit*h! it makes me feel guilty...but im so jealous! i wish it had always been easy for me weight-wise, and that i had not had to deal w this my whole life!