Tuesday, April 30, 2013
I have not purchased shorts in over ten years. I have been ashamed of the way I look for more than that long. If I wore any kind of shorts it was not in public at all. I have a issue with the way that my legs look for longer than I can recall not to mention I was cutter at a young age and did not want anyone to see my cuts.
I found that I have lost more weight than I thought because I was able to buy a size smaller than I thought that I would be able to wear today in hopes that I would be able to fit into them by the end of summer. I didn't even try them on in the store because I was more than sure that they were not going to fit by any means. I get home today and decide to try them on to see how much work I have to do and I was able to get them on without even trying and they look great.
I am currently in FL. and I am right off the ocean on vacation with my boyfriend and his family with my son. I am so shocked at how much I don't care about how others think of how I look now. I am still a work in progress and far from my goal to say the least but I am making changes and falling in love with the new me. I am so glad that this is the start of my future. The past is the past and I can't change that but I am making a better future for myself with every work out that I do today.