Tuesday, April 30, 2013
I mean, I'm clearly sucking at it. It's been 2 YEARS since I've been serious and I'm getting really annoyed by it. And I know I know, "If you wanna quit whining about it, just do it!" and I SHOULD! In fact my momma gave me some inspirational words (that sadly were not meant for weight loss but for something else entirely, which....I'm not gonna go into. Too depressing).
She stated how much I was incredibly stubborn. That once I put my mind to something, I get it done. No matter what anybody tells me, I just fricken do it and am dead set on seeing to the end of that objective. If she and the rest of the family think of me that way, why can't I put that perspective into losing weight? I'll be honest, I know I'm really really lazy, but I also have to face facts that I am not happy about my body. And if I ever want to improve and make myself happy again concerning this issue, I should really stick to this. I have to.
I mean I'm not good at a lot of stuff, I need a hobby besides sitting around and reading the internet, and what better way than to lose weight and get into a better shape? If I can't go to school and if I don't have a car, I might as well just buckle down and DO IT!
So I'm gonna start completely over again. Going to see through this slowly, step by step, with my ultimate goal being to complete this within 2015.
Wish me luck!