Monday, April 29, 2013
My boss was kind enough to let me move from next to some co-workers that were beginning to bother me a bit more than they probably should. The pestering has stopped and I feel so much more focused than I ever have. Iím able to work on my tasks in peace and get a lot more things done. Itís nice not to hear them talk about really inappropriate things around me and I feel like Iím in a good spot.
This weekend was a good but long one. I had a really rough morning on Saturday but was able to pull myself together enough to go to Zumba and a small BBQ some friends were throwing. After the BBQ, my parents came to my show and REALLY loved it. The look on their faces made me extremely happy, they were so proud. I introduced my mother to my cast and my mom gave me a big kiss on the cheek. Sheís so sappy! HA!
Zumba was pretty difficult for me on Saturday, as I was completely exhausted from the morningís events and just being tired in general. The Zumba instructor was tough, but awesome as usual. I was determined not to sit out even though I really wanted to but I held fast. I did the best I could and thatís all that matters!
Iím in rehearsals for my next gig and so far, so good. Iíve done the role before, so I basically know my part and which songs Iím singing. It takes a lot of stress out of the whole thing thatís for sure. Tonight Iíve got another rehearsal for my other gig. This will be the last rehearsal before the performance next Monday night. Iíll be glad when this one is over, such a hassle!
My energy levels are still very low, but Iím doing the best I can to combat it. Iím still waiting on my test results to see if itís my thyroid, etc.
I've made leaps and bounds with some emotional issues that I've been having lately. I look forward to continuing to grow and am thankful for the clarity I have finally found. Enough is enough, no more crying! It's time to be happy, it's time to be free from my pain! I deserve it!
Thatís about it for me SparkBuddies, have a great day!