The First Day (of the rest of my life)
Monday, April 29, 2013
my journal entry for this week:
Dear Juls- " through the rabbit hole"
The first night I joined I had no idea what I was capable of. I had no idea what i was looking for. Then the trackers started to guide me and give me a plan. I set goals. Then I had a journey mapped out and destination! I didn't feel motivated to start this, I can bookmarks it for the future....suddenly SP members sent me welcomes and i froze! I don't need an audience to watch me fail. But i read their supporting words and it lifted me up. This isn't just another tool or app I will use for collecting data....I just joined a team. Wow. What does this mean?
I felt connected. They are watching yes...because they my companions traveling with me.
And that is the moment when I finally became accountable for my negitive behavior and choices! I faced it, felt it, And forgave it!
I have a long way to go and I'm not carrying that stuff!