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Depression

Sunday, April 28, 2013

My younger brother died on Tuesday. I feel like I lost him 16 years ago when he got married. She controlled him and wouldn't let him visit us or invite us over even though we live only 45 minutes away. His celebration of life, he didn't have a funeral, is sat, the same day as my daughters prom and I don't even know if I want to go to his celebration of life. I might get made at his wife and her family which had a larger part of my brothers life, even though he used to tell me he didn't like seeing them and wanted a divorve but was afraid of lossing is 9 and 11 year old sons. She one told me she didn't want them and he could have them. I'm so depressed and lonely.
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  • v GRANDMABABA
    I'm so sorry you have to go through such sadness.
    1121 days ago
  • v CAYCESMOM
    I am so very sorry for your loss. emoticon
    1121 days ago
  • v STONECOT
    My only, and younger brother, died early december of a brain tumour. he was diagnosed this time last year. He never had a wife, or any other relationship, he was 57. So I feel your pain, and your distress. I cannot guide you as the correct way for you to go, do what you feel will give YOU the most comfort and peace. emoticon
    1121 days ago
  • v KBEHNKE81
    I'm so sorry for your loss. Wish I knew how to ease your pain a little. You (and your brother's boys and loved ones) are in my prayers.
    1121 days ago
  • v JUNEAU2010
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    I know what it is to lose a brother, even apart from awful family dynamics.
    Ask yourself which event, if missed, will be the bigger regret. That answer tells you where you should be.

    Prayers for his sons - I know what it is to lose a dad, too.
    1121 days ago
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