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Some days it's hard

Friday, April 26, 2013

Some days it’s hard
It’s hard to look in the mirror
When all you see is this fat chick staring back at you
When all you see is how much weight you have to lose and how long it’s going to take
When you see all the times you’ve messed up, didn’t track, binged on chips, sugary soda, and the like
When you don’t feel good about yourself
When you try, you try to tell yourself that you’re beautiful but
It just doesn’t cut it
It sounds fake

Instead you hear that voice
That small, negative voice that has replayed in your head for a looong time
It says “you can’t”
It says “why bother? Why try?”
It says “what’s the point?”
It says “you blew it, you might as well wait till tomorrow”

And it’s hard
It’s hard to tell that voice to shut up when you’ve listened to the negativity for so long

But that voice has got to go

And it’s not easy; it’s going to take some time for that voice to become optimistic despite the mistakes that I make towards my weight loss journey!
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