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Some days it's hard

Friday, April 26, 2013

Some days itís hard
Itís hard to look in the mirror
When all you see is this fat chick staring back at you
When all you see is how much weight you have to lose and how long itís going to take
When you see all the times youíve messed up, didnít track, binged on chips, sugary soda, and the like
When you donít feel good about yourself
When you try, you try to tell yourself that youíre beautiful but
It just doesnít cut it
It sounds fake

Instead you hear that voice
That small, negative voice that has replayed in your head for a looong time
It says ďyou canítĒ
It says ďwhy bother? Why try?Ē
It says ďwhatís the point?Ē
It says ďyou blew it, you might as well wait till tomorrowĒ

And itís hard
Itís hard to tell that voice to shut up when youíve listened to the negativity for so long

But that voice has got to go

And itís not easy; itís going to take some time for that voice to become optimistic despite the mistakes that I make towards my weight loss journey!

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