Friday, April 26, 2013
I am enjoying the weAther at the moment and wondering whether to make a start on the garden this weekend. Nothing fancy. Just a few primroses and pansies to add colour. HRD and the Little Monster have a paddling pool so they are quite happy. If only I could get HRD to stop weeing on my garden chair.
I am disappointed that I have not had an invite to a job interview. I really, really wanted this job. Today is the last day so if nothing comes then I will email them as I am pretty sure I covered the criteria sufficiently for an interview at least.
However things happen as they should. This is my new mantra
On a positive note I finally have a booking for a therapy session. My first paying client!
So this happens on Tuesday. And I have been paid a lot of back pay so can pay my hols in September and put some aside for spends.
I had a good day with food yesterday. Being busy does stop from eating!
Although today I do have a bit of a funny tummy.
Yesterday I did have a 'fat day' and realised how much weight I have put on recently. But I am doing something about it so I won't get stressed. And at 78.5 kg of course I am no where near what I used to be at 92kg.
I am wondering if I have lost any weight in the two weeks I have started this but weekly weigh ins were my downfall so no wieghing until the 31st May.
One of my weak areas were the weeks when I stuck to plan and lost nothing. I could just about cope with the first week but the second on STS started getting a little rocky. And if there was a third then I would binge. I think this scenario is the main problem I have and why I came off track this last year.
This is why I am only monthly weighing although if I lost 1lb in a month I might also be very mardy! However I shall have to wait and see.
I read somewhere that keeping on plan but not losing weight is like being stuck in a traffic jam. The point is you need to keep pointing in the right direction and at some point the traffic will move again. If you don't point in the right direction then you will never get to your destination.
Also I need to remember my favourite quote in all this.
Losing weight is hard
Being fat is hard
Choose your hard.