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Day 4.26 Stupid spring

Friday, April 26, 2013

Yes, I said that...stupid spring weather. Lol. I got inspired and dragged out all my spring/summer clthes and tried them on to see what goodies I could unearth and wear again...um yeah. Maybe not. I just........I guess I just didn't realize...how far I'd fallen, how much I'd let myself go. I say this because I feel I've made some pretty good progress the last few months...no, I KNOW I've made some pretty good progress...and it's still not enough...which means I was pretty far gone when I started this time around.

I have to try and remember that I kind of lost an entire year to being stressed and busy and sad and whatnot...so what seems to be such a shocker at how far I spiralled down since last summer is probably, in reality, the summer before that. So I shouldn't be too hard on myself. It doesn't make me feel any less fat and bloated and gross, but....I should still try to remember.

Thankfully days like this are far less frequent than they used to be. I'm generally (I think) pretty pleased with how my life is going thus far and the progress I've made. Hopefully I'll get back to that mindset before my weekly training session tomorrow.

Why couldn't I have had this awakening/epiphany thing in October of last year? Lol.

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  • v MIZCATHI
    Been there, done that... you're doing great, and you seem to get that!
    1220 days ago
  • v CIRANDELLA
    It's all good! Timing is everything, isn't it? And it sounds like the right amount of readiness is now there for your perusal. I remember that the time had to be right for my own weight loss, and it took a lo-o-ong time before I was up for the job. It really is agonizingly difficult during stressful times, I found... All the best!
    1220 days ago
  • v MACILINN
    Oh do I understand! I am afraid of my closet for exactly the same reason. the scale too. teehee. Keep up the good work and your clothes will fit you in record time. At least you did it now, instead of at the end of spring!!! There is still time for wearing those clothes in a cute way by summer!
    1220 days ago

    Comment edited on: 4/26/2013 8:08:44 AM
  • v LE7_1234
    You really do seem to be swinging back to positive a lot quicker.... Sorry you had to find a new way to test the spring, though! :-/
    1220 days ago
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