Day 4.26 Stupid spring
Friday, April 26, 2013
Yes, I said that...stupid spring weather. Lol. I got inspired and dragged out all my spring/summer clthes and tried them on to see what goodies I could unearth and wear again...um yeah. Maybe not. I just........I guess I just didn't realize...how far I'd fallen, how much I'd let myself go. I say this because I feel I've made some pretty good progress the last few months...no, I KNOW I've made some pretty good progress...and it's still not enough...which means I was pretty far gone when I started this time around.
I have to try and remember that I kind of lost an entire year to being stressed and busy and sad and whatnot...so what seems to be such a shocker at how far I spiralled down since last summer is probably, in reality, the summer before that. So I shouldn't be too hard on myself. It doesn't make me feel any less fat and bloated and gross, but....I should still try to remember.
Thankfully days like this are far less frequent than they used to be. I'm generally (I think) pretty pleased with how my life is going thus far and the progress I've made. Hopefully I'll get back to that mindset before my weekly training session tomorrow.
Why couldn't I have had this awakening/epiphany thing in October of last year? Lol.