Wednesday, April 24, 2013
So DH has started his omni diet this week, he leaves me food for the day it seems to be working out so far. But really it is no different than eating clean. My problem is the emotional eating and unable to get in the kind of cardio I am used to.
I am a third way to getting the jogging stroller, I have come to the conclusion that Kijiji is going to be the place to find the best deal for me, and most are asking 300 for a stroller and some are giving accessories as well. Can't wait to get one and start using it. I scoped out the pathway by the zoo and there is a small path leading up to the zoo entrance. It is about 5 k from my house so we can jog there, see a few animals and jog on back. I plan on abusing my annual zoo pass! We went yesterday, it was nice getting out of the house. Can't wait for the weather to really turn nice.
The weekend was a total complete bust. You don't realize it until you have eaten it, that you are emotionally eating. I was quite upset on saturday and ate a whole pizza to myself crying.
DH was getting the guilt trip from his mom that his grandma hasn't seen Anissa. I have a feeling she was manipulating him so that she can see Anissa as well without me there. So he told me that his aunt and grandma are offering to babysit. They don't wait for us to ask for a babysitter, they tell us when they can babysit, weird in my opinion, and DH said yes and decided to go to a movie on Friday. So We dropped her off happy and giggling and when we were leaving his aunt told DH that his mom should be coming over soon. I knew it!
I had a sweater on her for the trip outside, but couldn't take it off as they just grabbed her from DH. Half way through the movie, we are getting a call from his mom. Anissa had been crying for over an hour and wouldn't eat. When we got there yep I had to deal with a crying baby. We took her upstairs so that I could try and feed her but she just wouldn't she was too upset she was boiling hot because they left her in that sweater and no doubt wrapped her up more. She then pooped and when I changed her I saw that they had incorrectly put one of the easiest cloth diapers on wrong. They had taken out the liner that I placed in the diaper, they didn't need instructions "they know how to put a diaper on a baby" Well that missing liner gave babe quite the bad bum rash, and they had the velcro up against her skin. No wonder she was crying! When I went downstairs they had the nerve to tell me that the diaper is too big, no it's not, they just didn't put it on right.
I also have an amber necklace on her for teething pain, I had a feeling his mom would have a problem with it around her neck so I had put it on her ankle ensuring that it wasn't tight at all. You could still put a finger under it. They also took it upon themselves to take it off because they claimed it was cutting off her circulation. I think they just visualize this stuff so that they can come back and say I am being a terrible mom. I felt awful for leaving her with them knowing this was going to happen. She has a face rash, bum rash, and teething pain because they feel the need to undermine my decisions on what I do with my baby.
Monday DH had come home from work and tells me "my mom is coming by tomorrow". I told him b we were going to go to the zoo, "then wednesday"he says. She has no regard for my schedule. I actually had made plans to see a girlfriend, that had her lil boy on my birthday, for Wednesday afternoon. I am going to be setting it up so that she has no choice but to visit when DH is home. She communicates with him so she can visit when he is available and I am going to stand firm on that. I want my afternoons to go for walks and runs once I get a real running stroller.