Tuesday, April 23, 2013
So one of the challenges for the BLC#18 is to put up a visual motivational collage. Now Spark also suggests you do this but I never did. I didn't want to bother, didn't want to clip pictures of thin girls that just make me feel worse about myself and just make me look at those girls with disgust for something I can't see myself at the moment ever seeing for myself.
Well I got brave finally and did it! My inspiration is from embarrassment of what happened to me a couple years ago, was at an amusement park I grew up going to and OMG I couldn't fit in the rides!!!!! All the roller coasters that I loved riding I couldn't go on anymore. That should of been a wake up call, should of been a motivator but it wasn't until now. I just told myself "well you really don't go to amusement parks and they are only open a few months out of the year so you won't have to do this again." But now i live in Kissimmee, Fl where Disney, Sea World, and Universal are only 30 minutes away and Busch Gardens is an hour away.....and they are open year round! Another thing that should of been a wake up call was last year when I had to fly up for my Grandfather's funeral, I couldn't fully fasten the seat belt. Also my stomach was/is so big that the tray rested on it! THE HORROR!!!!!!
So in my collage you will see loads of roller coasters, roller coasters I want to ride! Then there are pictures of airplane seats to remind me of why I am avoiding going on a plane. Quite literally I am truly avoiding flying because of the embarrassment of not hearing that click of the seat belt. If I can't drive there then I'm not going, was invited to go to Las Vegas for Thanksgiving and I didn't go simply because I would have to fly. Last but not least there are motivational quotes and pictures about never giving up and what exactly is a pound of fat and what 5 pounds of fat looks like compared to 5 pounds of muscle. It is truly EYE OPENING!
So I have to place this collage somewhere where I will see it, I posted here in this blog, its in my pictures and I am thinking about replacing my desktop picture with it. It needs to be changed because it is a picture of snow, I miss snow, and I just hadn't gotten around to it yet. So every time I am on my computer I will see this new collage.