Tuesday, April 23, 2013
Haven't been around much as I've not been doing much. My foot continues to be a problem and now is severely infected with an unidentified something. (And I paid for this diagnosis) So, I spend my days with my foot propped up bored to death waiting for the stupid thing to heal.
My twins would have been 24 today-one is, but he's disowned me and the other is of course, gone from this earth. Sad day for me.
Winter continues to hang around which isn't helping my mood any. I'm trying to decide what's next for me. I need something to do and if it would earn me money, that would be a bonus.
Missing out on two trips this summer as they occur when my grandsons are here. I'm bummed about that but will enjoy my time anyway.
My dad is cleaning out his house and planning to move south for the winters and back here for the summers. I know he'll move south, but not sure about coming back. It's hard to watch all the things I grew up with disappearing from the house. My sister says it feels like losing my mom piece by piece. It feels more to me like losing my childhood. My mom was so sick for so long-I grieved the loss of her happiness before she died. But I think my dad is making the right decision, it's just tough to see the old house go.
Trying to convince myself to get back on the health track. Not doing so well. I cannot exercise right now and I get so bored I find myself eating. Need to stop that.
Youngest son started his first real job and he's been nervous and excited. I hope he enjoys the experience. I know he will enjoy the money.