Tuesday, April 23, 2013
I am returning for yet another visit - I have to hand it to myself, I never quite give up!
I am still living in Cheltenham, I have been living here for 15 months now.
I am working at a primary school, and they have just extended my 18month contract by another year and increased my hours too!
I am also giving private singing tuition to 5 separate students, and still teaching at PQA.
I have grown up a lot and I have done a few sessions of CBT, which have really helped, I am building my emotional strength and learning to say no, to fight for what I want and to not force myself to endure the things I don't enjoy if I don't have to.
I am supporting myself entirely and enjoying all of my work - which considering I can work up to 50 hours a week it's a good thing I do!
I am still working on my weight, I have maintained my weight for over 9 months now, fluctuating frequently but able to keep it around the same - However, I had a photo shoot on sunday and although I didn't like a lot of the pictures there were a couple I liked and the process of being made up and having to pose - it boosted my confidence and made me feel good.
So this week i have made an extra effort to eat well and exercise - so here's hoping it continues - I know I am still willing to fight for me and I will do whatever it takes to achieve my goals.
I hope you are all well!
PS: Here's a pic from the photoshoot!