Tuesday, April 23, 2013
Scale went down .4 for a total of 33 lbs lost!
My day totally went from ultra busy to ... ahem .. a quiet day LOL
Which was much appreciated. When I have the choice I take the much easier way now that I am juicing. Honoring the feelings, and my inner voice. It's not easy- I feel very guilty when I do something that will benefit my well being. And I am worth it so enough with the guilt!
The weather is sad today- very grey and I don't care for it. I don't feel sad, but I don't feel totally excited either. I made a list of things to do today, and basically juiced, and balanced my checkbook which I had neglected for a long time. Nope- money didn't magically appear in it, but I feel good for stepping up and taking care of my life. I have also neglected art blog, my etsy store, and my fineartamerica store :( I don't know why I allow silly things to get in the way from me taking things to the next level. I am sure I will find the correlation between my body being sick and feeling sluggish to the feelings of not being worthy to have all the good things in life.
So in the not so distance future I would love to make my living through my creativity and not have to worry about a 9-5 job. But for me to get there I need to be doing it...
Ugh.. ok this juicing is really making me think too much! I am ready to cry so I will go exercise.