Monday, April 22, 2013
Today Is very cold here. I want summer to come so badly. I don't like the cold weather. Mood wise today wasn't a good day I can't wait until May 1st when I see my psychiatrist. I jus5t hope he is willing to help me if not I don't know what I am going to do. I feel like I am slipping deeper and deeper into a depression as the days go by. I miss my niece and nephew so much. I kind of miss my mom to believe it or not. I wish I could have my family back in my life again. But I know that I can't because they are not good for me emotionally. I just wish they could treat me the way I should be treated. I don't know what to do anymore. I just want all of this to end.