Monday, April 22, 2013
I sat there crying my heart out, so much that it hurt to cry more and i was asking god to please help me thru this, bc its been a hard week...
And I feel God spoke to me in 4 ways tonight/ today. And I'm so glad he loves me enough to show me I'm not as alone as I felt earlier...
So anyways heres how...))
1. I was texting with my brother and he knew i was upset and he told me he loved me and that they were there for me and he invited us over to dinner/ he told me i wasn't alone and that they all loved me.
2. My other brother text me and told me he was going to mow the lawn. this is the first time someone has EVER offered to do anything for me for free. EVER in my whole life.
3. At the gas station we went to get a pop and there was this lady there. kinda kooky but she walked up to the truck helped carry the pop, said god loves you, and then she said I love you, and then before she walked away she said god bless you in your travels.
4. My grandma told me I was pretty on the way home. She said you know your a very beautiful girl Chasity, you need to see that people do love you more than you realize.
I have never felt so much love in my life. I have never had someone in my family call me pretty, or offer to help me. EVER
Thank you God for speaking thru them to me and letting me know I'm not alone.
It felt so good to have someone actually help me for a change. It's wonderful to have people be nice to me.
God worked in the greatest ways in helping to show me im not alone