Monday, April 22, 2013
So now that I've passed the PMP, I need to refocus and figure out what my goals are. *heavy sigh* Ooh, you know what that heavy sigh means! I better start small since I'm already overwhelmed!
Striking the right work-life balance is difficult. I have a lot of competing responsibilities. Work consists of training, testing, and triage. How's that for alliteration? The three Ts aren't going anywhere, so I need to just face them, work through them, AND still find time for ME.
I'm promising myself to go to Zumba this week. I haven't went in ages and I really miss it. I want to run a 5k, but I don't want to fork out any money for an entrance fee. I know, what a tight wad, right?!
I still hate tracking food. Will that ever change? Maybe. I think I hate it because I've been overeating. When I have it together, taking the time to track ain't nothin' but a thing. I'm working on getting it together, but my mind feels muddy, chaotic, unfocused.
I know I'm one workout away from a better mood. So, why do I continue to avoid it? I'm just really angry right now. I can point to a few sources of the anger, but this isn't me. I feel stuck. I don't like feeling stuck. I must solve this problem!
Instead of dreading work, I'm willing myself to be positive. I wrote out a To Do list that I didn't touch on Friday. My goal for tommorow is to start chipping away at that list. I'm going to start by geting a good night's sleep. Here's to waking up on the right side!!