Saturday, April 20, 2013
Well I wish I could say things are settling down around me but of course they aren't. I have been working hard on my school stuff. Still getting resistance all around me. As a matter of fact I hung up on my daughter when she called me because I was working on my paper and told her I had to go and focus and she had the nerve to tell me I suck at school stuff and that is why I am having a hard time writing a 6 page paper.
I don't understand what it is about me that makes people want to put me down. I am tired of fighting on all fronts. Not looking forward to her coming home for Summer. I think she is getting a job with my sister in law in Long Island. That would be great. As most of you know once they are out of the house it is hard to have them around. They don't like to follow your rules and I am having a hard enough time with my husband not to have to add her to the mix.
We did go and buy new furniture for the basement yesterday all thought the basement isn't finished yet. We are still waiting on the windows and the carpeting. But the furniture won't be in until mid June.
I am still looking for a job. I did apply to the Vitamin shop and I would like to be able to get a job where I can use what I am learning so I don't forget what I have learned. But I haven't herd back from them.
My classes are doing well. But I am looking forward to being done for the summer.
I couldn't make it to my other uncle's funeral service yesterday because I missed so many day's being sick. I just went for a CT of my sinuses and was told that I have very old infection in there and scar tissue, and a deviated septum. So now I have to go to an ENT.
I have finally stopped coughing for the most part and that is good.
My husband is still being a mood crusher. Not sure if he is doing it on purpose of if that is just how he is.
Until Next time.