Saturday, April 20, 2013
What the heck? I feel gawdawful. Hard not to be emo about it... I'm supposed to have plans tonight... today even... cooking and doing some stuff and getting to enjoy this wonderful day... but instead my neck/shoulder have me so jacked I'm migraining and sick to my stomach. It's not freaking fair!!! I've stretched, I'm eating well, I exercised yesterday after waiting all day to shake the thing enough so I coudl ride... and now this. I hate doing everything right and still being sick as heck. I know FMS isn't cureable, I know there will always be days like this...but why on days that I've been looking forward too? With luck I'll be able to shake it... if not, once again, I get hosed. hard to celebrate with friends when I can move around without wanting to cry.