Today has been a good day. I am far from the events, but the happiness that seems to be radiating from the MA area because their nightmare can finally begin to heal with the capture of the bomb suspect. I cried with pride & joy for the police officers, fire fighters, first responders and all the community as they rejoiced, sang "God Bless America" and applauded one another. What an ordeal that those poor people have gone through, along with the rest of the nation as we dealt with our feelings about the event. Feeling the sense of senseless loss of life and limb. TERRORISM MUST BE STOPPED.
My heart is also full & sad for the victims of the big explosion at the fertilizer plant in TX. So much tragedy in the country... the weather going crazy.... stabbings... shootings... their is so much violence and pain and so much pain & sorrow all over this great country of ours. We need to learn to pray for our country and it's leaders as well as each and every one of the citizens here and in the world. We need to pray that LOVE will flow and that hearts will heal.
WHY am I talking about these feelings on a FOOD & FITNESS site? Because I am an emotional eater. I have been plagued with so many emotions this week that it has been all I can do not to eat the house & everything in it this week. On top of my emotions being out of control, I have been on steroids as well and have felt like I could eat anything and everything. I am happy that I have NOT done that. When I have needed to MUNch to satisfy my crazed hunger, I have chosed fruit & veggies to munch on. I have turned to friends and family to talk out my feelings instead of stuffing them down with food.
Today when I went in to see my doctor again... I was told that I have not gained any weight since I was there Monday. A big deal with the steroids and the fact that I have not been able to exercise or be in the pool for the past 7 days. Typically I have a big issue with water retention with OUT the steroids and my doctor is concerned that there will be more issue with it before I am finished with the round of steroids that I am on. I am determined not to let this get out of control. I am really striving to stay focused. I am eating as healthily as I can. I am writing down all my fitness. I have turned to my chair exercises for this week. I have been doing my hand weights & some leg exercises to help keep myself moving with my limitations.
My doctor is keeping me out of the pool until my next appointment on Wednesday morning. I have already lined up the substitutes for the rest of that time. My students are working with the substitutes. My DIL has been teaching for me in the morning for the past 2 mornings and is going to teach my deep water classes tomorrow & Sunday. One of my co-workers is going to teach my deep water class on Monday night (and Wednesday if needed). I am looking forward to getting back into the pool. I love my job. However, my doctor insists that I be 100% before I go back so that I do not relapse again. SIGH. I am being compliant.
My food is high today but it is because my hubby and I had a "date night". I made the mistake of not checking the calories on what I ate and oops.. it is pretty high. I would have been fine if the main course was not so high.. RIBS... sure were good. I'll eat low for the next couple of days. My exercise was low but I am doing the best that I can and I am doing all that I can to stay active.
DAY 30: Facing the mirror with I LOVE YOU...
I am feeling that spring has sprung and things are looking up. Our flowers are blooming and looking so pretty. My granddaughter is loving it. She likes to pick them. I am having to be stern about the tulips. LOL Like I can be stern with her. LOL