Friday, April 19, 2013
I found out my cousin that I grew up with has bone cancer and she is not doing well we dont live close to each other so I sent flowers yesterday , last year I lost a good friend as well did not know he was as sick as he was till it was to late . Last night I woke up and said" Kelly you have to start to find a way to enjoy your life before its over"Always spending all my time working, paying bills and pulling out my hair over something , I spent so much time on it that's all life has become You know its worthless in the end , I cant bring back my loved ones that have passed away but I can let the ones who are still hear know I love them , pick up the phone people say hello , send a card , take the time to let someone know your thinking of them . I remember the last day I spent with my good friend he looked over at me and said he loved me , it made me smile we spent that day together on the beach it was as beautiful as our friendship was. I should have spend more days like that one and less days like today going to make it a point to have some fun and steep out of the box . People dont get caught up in the life trap I am in, it will lead you down a dark street, sometimes living by the book isn't the best plan, love people why they are still walking around dont Waite to send flowers till someone is sick or has passed away, send them just to say you care Hell send some to yourself , Forget about life's everyday woes trust me it will be their when you get their take some time out for yourself and your love ones, you have to learn to play or you will find yourself dead long before you take your last breath . PS . My cousin in all her pain still facebooked me a pic of the flowers and said it made her day , all am saying is make someone day today or make it your day .