Thursday, April 18, 2013
Well as far as my surgery goes, I have to say it went pretty well. I get tired kind of easy but my pain has gone down. I'm still at my aunt's and uncles, but I am definitely ready to get home. I am getting a little cabin fever. I miss my boyfriend. I miss knowing where everything is and I miss being able to cook foods I like eg all my favorites from my tracker.
I'm really frustrated and a little apprehensive about my next weigh in. I haven't been eating badly. I'm not sure if i was eating too much or not enough. What I'm more concerned about is my activity level is way down. I've been sitting more with the stitches and the pain and not having a ton of energy. Last night I joined my uncle on a walk with the dogs and it wore me out. I'm really worried about what will happen as far as the scale goes. I was on a good track and I guess I'm just feeling kind of de-railed from my surgery setback. I don't feel that I have lost anything, but i'm worried the decreased activity may have caused some gain. I've been doing well with water, but I don't know. Really worrying won't help and Sunday morning weigh-in will be here soon. Then I had the thought that perhaps I don't weigh in on Sunday. Perhaps I give myself a week of normalcy (I'm working from home for a few more weeks) so I can get back into my wii fit routines and cooking routines and then weigh in so my body has a week to balance out after healing. But does that mean I'm trying to cheat? I'm just worried that if I see a gain on the scale, that I'll feel so disappointed and the emotional setback may not help. I don't know. Thoughts?