Thursday, April 18, 2013
I found out a close friend of mine literally left the state and didn't tell me. not a good bye or anything and i had to find it out from her boyfriend. my feelings were hurt and it made me realize that the friendship wasn't as strong as i thought. we grew up together...had children around the same time. its just hard
I came to realize in the following week that I am an emotional eater. which sucks, considering im 6 months post op on a gastric-bi-pass. emotional eating literally hurts me! I reeled my eating in, and started fresh the next day. I wish her well. But for the first time in my life I am walking away from the things that hurt me. I am putting me first. I will miss her, but I wont destroy myself, or the progress i have made.