Where did my sunshine go?
Thursday, April 18, 2013
Isn't it funny how something so small can totally wreck your whole day. It's something that you usually wouldn't mind, but at that right time it just hits you. And no matter how hard you tell yourself that it's ok, it's nothing, don't care, it follows you around ALL day.
This morning I had two things that bugged me, which then resulted in a sh*tty day. First off, I woke up to a BEAUTIFUL morning, sunshine and blue skies, and was full of energy and really motivated. Then I decided that I'd weigh myself (though it wasn't my weigh-in day) since I was feeling really good.
I hadn't lost any weight. Fair enough, I hadn't gained any either, but feeling that disappointment when the scale didn't match my expectations... It hit me hard. So I decided, OK, I'll go for a run after my lectures, since it's such a beautiful day. I was really looking forward to it.
Only by the time I got back from my lectures it was windy, rainy, grey and all in all NOT a good running weather. This, added to my disappointment of not losing weight, just completely ruined my day. I've been snappy to everyone ALL day and I just can't shake it off today.
Right now I'm honestly just killing time till I can go to sleep and just get this day over with. Hopefully tomorrow will be a heck of a lot better!