Wednesday, April 17, 2013
Day 40 is almost over! Scale was down 1 lb for a total of 29.6 !
In the morning I will have the total for the 40 day loss...
I still can't believe that I made it this far. :D 20 days left!
Day 3 of Drama... today it was a work situation. Client was upset, and it was complicated. When they show Realtors on tv they make it look so easy. It's not! And today I probably grew a bunch of white hair. I tapped on the issue, lit the kandila and asked for divine intervention and I was provided with a solution. Unfortunately the client wasn't happy with it, and I got the brunt of the anger :( even though I know she really wasn't mad at me but at the situation. I still tend to take it personally and this is not a business that you can take things to heart. So... off I went Tapping again *sigh* and I feel a lot better.
I just don't like seeing people upset, and I am sure a deeper reason is, I don't want people to be upset with me. And that is something that is unavoidable. But how to accept the fact that some people will be upset at me regardless If I am good, kind or have done my job the right way? Hmm.
Oh my I am rambling again, but it seems when I do things just unfold and I get to figure things out. And today was a big one. It took a lot for me to not just agree or take the blame for things I was not responsible for ( I usually do that to make others happy) This brings back memories of me eating food just to please others, or not upset people. In Greece (when I used to live there) if you went to visit someone and they treated you a sweet (usually home made whole fruit preserves) and you turned it down they would get really upset especially if there was a single girl in the household (something about turning away their luck). My sis was notorious for turning things down and I would take her plate and eat it to not offend people.
Do we notice a pattern here?
Funny how eating just relates to everything.
So my work issues = food issues.
Got some work to do in the next 20 days.