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Day 40 Juicing !!! and more issues

Wednesday, April 17, 2013

Day 40 is almost over! Scale was down 1 lb for a total of 29.6 !
In the morning I will have the total for the 40 day loss...
I still can't believe that I made it this far. :D 20 days left!

Day 3 of Drama... today it was a work situation. Client was upset, and it was complicated. When they show Realtors on tv they make it look so easy. It's not! And today I probably grew a bunch of white hair. I tapped on the issue, lit the kandila and asked for divine intervention and I was provided with a solution. Unfortunately the client wasn't happy with it, and I got the brunt of the anger :( even though I know she really wasn't mad at me but at the situation. I still tend to take it personally and this is not a business that you can take things to heart. So... off I went Tapping again *sigh* and I feel a lot better.
I just don't like seeing people upset, and I am sure a deeper reason is, I don't want people to be upset with me. And that is something that is unavoidable. But how to accept the fact that some people will be upset at me regardless If I am good, kind or have done my job the right way? Hmm.
Oh my I am rambling again, but it seems when I do things just unfold and I get to figure things out. And today was a big one. It took a lot for me to not just agree or take the blame for things I was not responsible for ( I usually do that to make others happy) This brings back memories of me eating food just to please others, or not upset people. In Greece (when I used to live there) if you went to visit someone and they treated you a sweet (usually home made whole fruit preserves) and you turned it down they would get really upset especially if there was a single girl in the household (something about turning away their luck). My sis was notorious for turning things down and I would take her plate and eat it to not offend people.
Do we notice a pattern here?
Funny how eating just relates to everything.
So my work issues = food issues.
Nice one.
Got some work to do in the next 20 days.


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    Tech LOL that made me laugh!!!!!!! emoticon
    1674 days ago
  • TECH1960PS
    I know how upset clients can upset you, I have the same problem.
    When I feel that I am getting upset or angry I start to do a deep breathing exercises and place a positive thought in my mind, I visualize them standing there naked, I used the same technique when I had to talk to loads of people as I am shy guy and don't really like crowds, people wondered why I smiled so much. emoticon
    1674 days ago
    MadlyinLove I so agree with you. emoticon emoticon emoticon
    1674 days ago
    I feel like weight is in large part an outer reflection of hormonal status--and that controlling the way we respond to life events influences this greatly! You are on the right course with your awareness and tapping and it's just a time thing--"little by little, a little becomes a lot"(tanzanian proverb)--you are doing so well! Rock on!! hugs, s
    1674 days ago
    ChrimsonFyre Thank you. I am doing straight juicing, with the addition of soaked chia seeds and ground flax seed for added protein. It has been a blessing as I am watching my body heal itself and the amazing weight loss that usually people with PCOS don't get to enjoy ;D
    1674 days ago
    wow, juicing for 40 days. Are you you juicing for just one meal, or are you doing the full re-boot?
    1674 days ago
    You made me blush...
    I won't go anywhere, and will make sure I am here to cheer you on every step of the way till you reach your goal. Also after a month of Paleo I will probably do one more round of this. Not sure for how long, but since it actually worked for my body and has corrected many of my health issues, I want to go all the way and reach my weight goal too.
    So don't fret. I will be here for a awhile :D

    I know right? I should have told everyone to press the pause button and leave me in my little bubble. LOL I WISH!
    Thank you for the encouragement and cheering on, you don't know how much it helps me to keep on pushing !
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    1674 days ago
    You are getting so close to the end of this journey. You had better still be there to mentor me until I get to where you are. If you aren't I will track you down... LOL. I don't want to lose you. emoticon
    Another pound gone.... full of more awesomeness.

    Wouldn't it be grand if the world would just leave us alone long enough to get through this, but alas, these strifes are the reason that the world is more interesting. It sounds like you are handling them well. With each victory, you are getting stronger.

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    1674 days ago
    Thank you Rikitt! You will be able to do it too. I did it one to 3 days at a time to make it more bearable :D And the next think I knew.. 40! LOL.
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    1674 days ago
    Wow 40 days! Well done, that is a very impressive achievement. I can't even fathom getting to that point, I just take it one day at a time and plod along. Truly inspiring, good luck with your weigh in tomorrow.
    1674 days ago
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