Wednesday, April 17, 2013
Stress + Me = Disaster
I'm going through the motions . . . it just has not been a good couple of weeks. It is so easy to say, "Let things go." But it is harder to really do it.
Changes at work have been really, really difficult. I'm usually one who can handle some change. In the past I have taken pride with how well I've managed job changes. But this has not been one of those times for many reasons. I'm disappointed in myself for the bad reaction, yet I realize that these are some pretty big changes. The numbers are tough:
My age . . . . minus new boss age = 20 years
Old cubicle at work . . . divided by new work area = 1/3rd the space
After 30+ years at my company I find myself with the least amount of space EVER!
I'm trying . . . I'm really trying! I say I'm over it . . . but saying it and meaning it are two different things. I've not gained . . . but I've not lost. I guess that's one positive thing. One must ask the important question . . . is it worth jeopardizing your weight loss goals?
The answer . . . No!
Now if someone could just tell my heart to be over it . . . that would be awesome!